The Wondering Wanderer

Frankly speaking I don't really realised it until I talk to someone about it. Thanks buddy, I guess I make a very easy and prominent target as in a) I am relatively well known b) My behaviour are hard to comprehend and this makes it easy for people to come up with false theories about them. c) I don't really know how to react to them (as in smear campaign) Or I rather say that I react improperly. Take for eg if I walk pass someone who I have a problem with and the next moment I met another person who I don't have a problem with, I would still have not recovered yet to smilt at the next person. Of this, I guess the second and third factor are the determining factors that's leads to them. But frankly speaking, I am glad that I have sort of reached an answer to these. And yes, I have truely done wrong in some cases and I would seek for forgiveness. But I won't seek for forgiveness from them, because I know that I will not get it. I will seek for forgiveness from myself...